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| I guess I owe it to some people so they see I'm still alive and kicking. So let's see...
Yes, I still don't have a job. I never understood why finding a new job is so hard. It's like, asking for honest work is asking for too much. I'm sure I'll find something though. Maybe I should work in a clothing store or something, that'll be something different for me.
In terms of my music, No, I have not stopped. I've been figuring stuff out, trying to figure out what my next step should be. I'll update that music page, just so I can show off more of my older stuff. But I'm not finished yet, so don't exclude me out.
I've actually been putting more emphasis on my writing. I noticed some of you all liked the ideas I had, so I'm doing that. Angel Aura (previously known as Guardian Society) What I want really is an artist to work with, turn my work into an online graphic novel or something like that. Please, if any of you can draw, let's collab. I want these projects to be as epic as possible.
Genres of music I need to hear more of: Drum n Bass, Hip Hop instrumentals, Jazz Hop, Jazz instrumentals, Neo Soul, J-Hop. Anyone know any good artists of these genres, send me some recommendations.
My thirst for manga hasn't been as strong as it used to be, but it's definitely still there. My two main series I've been reading, I"s and Death Note, are coming closer to an end for me. I need something new in Death Note's place, something epic. Length doesn't matter. I just need something new to enjoy. As for I"s, I know Ichigo 100% and Video Girl Ai will fill the void nicely.
Finished the first arc of the Death Note anime, and until I finish the manga, that's as far as I'm going. But in the mean time, Lucky Star rocks. It's like Haruhi's visual style mixed with Azumanga's indirect plot, topped with barrels of sugar for cuteness in the character designs. Very good watch. As for future series, I'm reeeeaalllyy looking forward for the second seasons of Haruhi and Genshiken (I'm probably the only guy I know who even knows of it). Seeing Haruhi indirectly threaten Earth's existence, along with Ogiue's hatred to all Otaku, will make for a good fall.
Relationships? I feel I don't need one. Not really. Single gets lonely at times, but it's also less stress. So I'm not really looking anymore. If someone wonderful comes my way and approaches me, that's all good. Otherwise, I'm just fine.
I have a lot of games. I never noticed that until recently. How did I get so many games, yet I'm still not happy? I'm also still in my perfect RPG game, since only certain ones I highly regard (Pokemon, Golden Sun, Grandia II, Dragon Quest VIII, Final Fantasy IX), but I see since I prefer portable games, I need a perfect portable RPG. Wonder how many years that will take?
Speaking of which, I need to find more Wi-Fi players. Three I mainly play online:
Clubhouse Games
MusiKon : 4940-0214-4950
Jump Ultimate Stars
1718-8396-3960
Pokemon Diamond
Dynum : 2191-4123-6980
If you're up for a game, lemme know.
I think I covered everything for now. I'll try to update this at least once a week. At least it'll give me something to do. Cya. | | |
| I've noticed in my 8th month of job searching, the only available jobs I've been able to apply for are ones that are not for me. Retail is apparently not my kind of job, yet I feel I have no choice. And I never get the job in the end. Stock places and warehouses usually only need drivers, and I'm without a license. Office jobs are a no go as well since I'm too broke to obtain some office clothes (unless someone knows of an office building that accepts t-shirts and cargos).
I was once told freelance is a possible option,, but I'll probably need some kind of credentials first (not sure how many employers trust high school grads anymore). So my main wonder is what's the point to keep job searching when no one wants to offer me a job? Why is it so hard to earn money? | | |
| Today felt very nostalgic for me. Made me remember the good times, like discovering how much I loved making music, how warped into the worlds I created I was, the friends I made, the relationships I've been in, lots of things to cherish. It also helped me remember the bad times, like the fights I was in with the closest ones, passing up on good opportunities, the clashing with family, and, again, the relationships I've been in. While I've been through a lot, I just have to remember the people closest to me who've had my back, cared for me, and kept me sane all these years. This is all for you, my loved ones. And let's keep the love going. | | |
| I've noticed that to be my number one issue in terms of getting my projects done: motivation. A while ago, it felt like I had a huge purpose to make a new beat, to continue writing a story, to perfect my video editing skills. But lately, with the way people and things have changed around me, I don't feel as motivated anymore. But I still like to write, I still like to edit, I still like to make music, but the moment I do, the question that pops into my head is, "Why?" and I just can't continue. I guess one way to put it is that I've lost my way. I don't know. I'm trying hard to get over this, but I really don't know how. | | |
| Year's pretty much over. Lots of events happened. New games played, new manga read (and enjoyed), new people to meet, new loves from who you least expect, new heartbreaks from people you trust the most, new surprises, new disappointments.
So what's to happen next year? New music hopefully, along with some new stories. And hopefully, I won't get screwed over like before. Of course, there's no guarantee of that. However, thank you to those who've stuck with me through the year. And I hope you all will have my back next year. | | |
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